My life is filled with hopes and dreams. Things i feel like i could never accomplish on my own. I live in a tiny apartment that is meant for like 2 people but there is about 5 of us in this family.... not including the boyfriends that practically live here. We are Hispanic so its not that bad but we get so claustrophobic. My parents are now permanent residents here and we are citizens. I have strong feelings about immigration since most of my family has to deal with it also. I often feel like i am being misunderstood by my peers and m family members. Don't get me wrong, i love them all but it just feels like i am on my own most of the time. I get pushed around by my parents and sisters, making me the black sheep of my family and at school i feel like i have no friends because no one talks to me unless they have no one else to talk to or in the same class...at the same time. i sit around at home waiting for a text to come in saying... " Hey, wanna hang out" or "Hey whats up", but the only texts i get are from my boyfriend, i'm not complaining. i have gone through so much, maybe not that much but to me i had felt that my life was over. I am the girl that you will see around school laughing and smiling, even though i am breaking down into tears on the inside and struggling to wake up and go to school the next day. Going to school is my only way out beside GOD and work. I am very religious, but have been struggling to get closer to GOD.
But enough of my ranting, i hope i get the hang of this thing and hopefully organize what i talk about and keep it to one subject instead.
